AngryChuckT
The UDFA
Hitting 50, I was a cloud yeller too until recently. I left the DMV 28 years ago. I return on average once a year to visit my 90 year old Grandparents who are also the biggest Skins fans I have ever know. They are where I get my love for this franchise - as it is woven in my family's story. However, I am no longer a DMVer. I will never return and I really identify with my home here in Arkansas and have for many years. My only tie to the DMV is: 1) my GPs who won't be around forever and 2) this franchise. I always said if Snyder moved the team and DC got an expansion team, I was done with the NFL. I couldn't just "pick" another team especially the local one (Dallas and KC) and the DMV is not my home. The Skins are the NFL for me and I was quite willing to get my football fix through my college teams should the Skins be no more.During one of the nadirs (there were so many ... ) of the Snyder Regime, I began to wish that the team would pick up and move. I had become disgusted, yet could not officially sever ties with the team I had cheered since I was 7 years old. A departure would have made the decision for me. And I knew we would get a new team during the next round of expansion and it would not include Snyder.
And here we are. New name, newish uniforms, an impending dome in DC, and no Snyder. I guess a variation of it happened.
I turn 60 in a month and a half. I will celebrate by yelling at a cloud.
The name change was tough and almost the final straw in me walking away. I decided I would see how much an "expansion" feel the rebrand would have. It was razor's edge for me, especially with those abominations we call uniforms on top of that ridiculous name. But, I held just a little while longer because they were still the franchise founded in 1932, there were rumors of the WOS finally being brought down and most importantly, walking away would mean letting go of something that is literally a part of who I am and an outward representation of the fabric of family memories.
So I waited and agonized.
Then this season happened. My grandmother and I talk about the Skins every other day, like we used to. She texts me during games like she did before the name change. My kids got to watch a game with their GGPs when we visited. My little blonde kids got to go crazy in their great-grandparent's living room just like the little blonde boy version of me would do every Sunday 40 years ago.
My kids, getting rid of the WOS, and having a few more years of memory building with my GGs, has me yelling at very few clouds. I have resigned myself to a lot of things. At this point all I ask is the uniforms get close to the classic look - especially the abominations that are the white ones. I am old. I will yell at a (very) few clouds still. But I am still here.

