I just don't know how. My daughter turned 18 this past January, and she's a really good kid, but I don't know how to let go. I keep telling myself that a few months from now she'll be on her own at college, and I'll be clueless on where and what she's up to. I cant seem to find a way to let myself relax even a little bit.
She's at her senior prom tonight, and I know I should go to bed when I'm tired, and not wait up for her. She's not an idiot, nor a follower, but she's my little girl, and I'm just a mess right now.
Two glasses of wine, and I'm normally ready for the sack. I've killed more then a liter of fine red wine tonight, and I'm wide awake. Will I ever get use to the unknown ?
I fear little in this world, but God help me, I just don't know how to deal with this.
She's at her senior prom tonight, and I know I should go to bed when I'm tired, and not wait up for her. She's not an idiot, nor a follower, but she's my little girl, and I'm just a mess right now.
Two glasses of wine, and I'm normally ready for the sack. I've killed more then a liter of fine red wine tonight, and I'm wide awake. Will I ever get use to the unknown ?
I fear little in this world, but God help me, I just don't know how to deal with this.